Sunset Mass, Saturday/6.00pm.
St. Joseph Cathedral, Kuching
I really love to share what I saw and what I have experienced:
Yesterday, I went to St. Joseph Cathedral for Sunset Mass, I saw this pity teenage boy. What made me feel sad was that, he's kinda mentally retarded or maybe he has some kind of disability. First, I didn't notice he was there, sitting just a few steps from me and my roommate. Back then, I just thought that he was just like many ordinary people praying there. After that, I noticed that he was special, he sang out song loudly, with spirit and big smile painted on his face. I feel like seeing my younger brother in him. I suddenly felt this kind of feeling; sad, confused, touched, sort of. Why do this world is so cruel? Why are there people still need to suffer?
I still remember this line that he sang very loud: By the time I called Your name, You answered me Oh God!
I felt tears washed up eyes, I couldn't help myself that I cried. How great is his love to the Lord. I can't describe in detail my feeling that time. I was just so touched by his love towards God. You know what, he was sitting there by himself. Nobody sat beside him. When the Father asked us to give the sign of peace to each other, he even came to us first! He gave out his hand, hoping for us to receive his sign of peace. He smiled. I feel like I want to hug him and give thanks to him for making me realized my mistake. He was so beautiful in my eyes and YES of course, he is the most beautiful person in God's eyes. He deserved God's love and blessing. Oh God, how shameful it is for me. I have everything but still I'm not being grateful to God. I didn't give thanks to Him everyday. But what does this guy do? He smiled happily in God's house: the church. God, I feel embarrassed by him!
Still, I cannot forget him until now. I wish my love for God is as great as his. Lord, please bless him. Forgive me Lord. I feel sorry for myself. I hope of seeing him again. I want to learn from him how to love you oh Lord.
St. Joseph Cathedral, Kuching
I really love to share what I saw and what I have experienced:
Yesterday, I went to St. Joseph Cathedral for Sunset Mass
I still remember this line that he sang very loud: By the time I called Your name, You answered me Oh God!
I felt tears washed up eyes, I couldn't help myself that I cried. How great is his love to the Lord. I can't describe in detail my feeling that time. I was just so touched by his love towards God. You know what, he was sitting there by himself. Nobody sat beside him. When the Father asked us to give the sign of peace to each other, he even came to us first! He gave out his hand, hoping for us to receive his sign of peace. He smiled. I feel like I want to hug him and give thanks to him for making me realized my mistake. He was so beautiful in my eyes and YES of course, he is the most beautiful person in God's eyes. He deserved God's love and blessing. Oh God, how shameful it is for me. I have everything but still I'm not being grateful to God. I didn't give thanks to Him everyday. But what does this guy do? He smiled happily in God's house: the church. God, I feel embarrassed by him!
Still, I cannot forget him until now. I wish my love for God is as great as his. Lord, please bless him. Forgive me Lord. I feel sorry for myself. I hope of seeing him again. I want to learn from him how to love you oh Lord.
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