Itulah yang aku cuba lakukan setiap hari.

Alih-alih, aku yang lebih banyak terluka.

Aku yang lebih banyak merana.

Semua usaha aku tak ada makna.

Jadi, apa yang harus aku buat?

Keadaan terlalu mendesak, aku kebuntuan.

Tuhan, tolong aku hadapi semuanya kerana Engkaulah benteng kuatku.

This is so sick.

After having so much food during dinner, I got hungry again.

Then, I took sweet corn while watching movie.

Drank a bottle of 1500 ml of mineral water.

Still hungry???

 I guess I have a monster belly.

It creeps me out!

I think I need a GRIMM here.

(those who watch GRIMM should know what is it)

Now, I'm craving for these...

western seafood dish

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Pasta (dreamstime.com)

Pernah makan sambil menangis?

Bukan kerana pedas.

But broken-heart.

Banyak sebab yang memungkinkan kita for having a 'broken-heart' feeling.

Aku pernah.

Aku pun tak tau kenapa kalau aku bersedih sekalipun, selera makan tak mati.

Aku masih boleh makan.

Masih boleh mandi.

Masih boleh menjalani kehidupan sebagai manusia normal.

Di sebalik semua 'normal' yang kelihatan secara fizikalnya, perasaan aku tidak kuat untuk itu.

Manusia punya hati yang sangat rapuh.

Walau sekeras mana dia cuba menafikan.

Hati marah.

Hati sedih.

Hati gembira.

I don't mind crying for the same reason it it does make me feel relieved.

I don't mind what people will say about me.

I don't mind people seeing me more or less like a crazy person.

This is me.

Don't judge me for you're not me.

I did talk, but you never listen.

Then, just mind your business and I mind mine.

I still can EAT even if I'm crying!

I have my God taking care of me when nobody cares.

So, don't let emotions control your life. Fully rely on God.